this is real life

 I don't like livejournal anymore.
I read back over my livejournal, and I get a queasy feeling in my stomach.
Maybe it's just cause I don't like what I wrote, maybe it's cause I don't like who I was, or maybe it's because I don't like how I publicly opened myself up in the way that I did.
Either way, it's not very good.
And yet, here I am.
Doing it again.
Hopefully I won't regret this later too.
I just wanted to type.
And say things.
And have it be in a state of mattering and not mattering.
Is that all right livejournal?
Maybe I'll return to you.
Probably not.
Only time will tell.
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    The Club Can't Handle Me - Flo Rida
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no, no i'm not okay, but i will be, maybe

I want to do fun things.
There are things I want to see and do all over the world.
But I'll start with where I live.
It is my goal to go to all of these places before the end of the summer.

1. FunLan Drive-In
2. Florida Aquarium
3. Dinosaur World
4. Big Cat Rescue
5. Clearwater Marine Aquarium
6. Chimp Sanctuary
7. Moccasin Lake Park
8. The Pirate Ship
10. Cracker Country

If only I had someone who wanted to do these things too.
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    In The Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
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learning always

 Tonight has taught me that even the best of them fall.
And that no one shall be put on a pedestal, besides Christ.
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    For The Widows In Paradise, For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti - Sufjan Stevens
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