this is real life

 I don't like livejournal anymore.
I read back over my livejournal, and I get a queasy feeling in my stomach.
Maybe it's just cause I don't like what I wrote, maybe it's cause I don't like who I was, or maybe it's because I don't like how I publicly opened myself up in the way that I did.
Either way, it's not very good.
And yet, here I am.
Doing it again.
Hopefully I won't regret this later too.
I just wanted to type.
And say things.
And have it be in a state of mattering and not mattering.
Is that all right livejournal?
Maybe I'll return to you.
Probably not.
Only time will tell.
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    The Club Can't Handle Me - Flo Rida
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no, no i'm not okay, but i will be, maybe

I want to do fun things.
There are things I want to see and do all over the world.
But I'll start with where I live.
It is my goal to go to all of these places before the end of the summer.

1. FunLan Drive-In
2. Florida Aquarium
3. Dinosaur World
4. Big Cat Rescue
5. Clearwater Marine Aquarium
6. Chimp Sanctuary
7. Moccasin Lake Park
8. The Pirate Ship
9. IKEA
10. Cracker Country

If only I had someone who wanted to do these things too.
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    In The Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
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learning always

 Tonight has taught me that even the best of them fall.
And that no one shall be put on a pedestal, besides Christ.
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    For The Widows In Paradise, For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti - Sufjan Stevens
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