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this is real life

Posted on 2010.10.27 at 09:56
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: The Club Can't Handle Me - Flo Rida
 I don't like livejournal anymore.
I read back over my livejournal, and I get a queasy feeling in my stomach.
Maybe it's just cause I don't like what I wrote, maybe it's cause I don't like who I was, or maybe it's because I don't like how I publicly opened myself up in the way that I did.
Either way, it's not very good.
And yet, here I am.
Doing it again.
Hopefully I won't regret this later too.
I just wanted to type.
And say things.
And have it be in a state of mattering and not mattering.
Is that all right livejournal?
Maybe I'll return to you.
Probably not.
Only time will tell.

this will be a better year

Posted on 2010.08.31 at 16:57
Current Mood: soresore
Current Music: Strictly Game - Harlem Shakes
 This is my senior year.
I guess I'm supposed to feel epic or something.
But I feel nothing of the sort.

forward forward forward

Posted on 2010.06.22 at 03:49
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: Ridin' Solo - Jason Derulo
 Okay, it's hit me.
Maybe not fully.
But a little.
One hour ago I was claimed.
And now here I am, unwanted.

no, no i'm not okay, but i will be, maybe

Posted on 2010.05.15 at 15:42
Current Mood: pessimisticpessimistic
Current Music: In The Aeroplane Over The Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel
I want to do fun things.
There are things I want to see and do all over the world.
But I'll start with where I live.
It is my goal to go to all of these places before the end of the summer.

1. FunLan Drive-In
2. Florida Aquarium
3. Dinosaur World
4. Big Cat Rescue
5. Clearwater Marine Aquarium
6. Chimp Sanctuary
7. Moccasin Lake Park
8. The Pirate Ship
10. Cracker Country

If only I had someone who wanted to do these things too.

thought you might be a ghost

Posted on 2010.04.17 at 14:44
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Jesus Paid It All - Kristian Stanfill
 I'd like to go home now.
Away from this world.

learning always

Posted on 2010.03.20 at 22:53
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: For The Widows In Paradise, For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti - Sufjan Stevens
 Tonight has taught me that even the best of them fall.
And that no one shall be put on a pedestal, besides Christ.

kapok trees

Posted on 2010.03.20 at 13:42
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Young Forever - Jay-Z (featuring Mr. Hudson)
"How sweet it is to be loved by you."

Writer's Block: What is your life sentence?

Posted on 2010.03.04 at 20:58
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
Current Music: Ride - Cary Brothers
How would you describe your life so far in a six-word sentence? How often would your 'life sentence' change?

My faith is all I am.

i'm a lady

Posted on 2010.03.02 at 23:01
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Always Like This - Bombay Bicycle Club
I can fend for myself.

you are someone else

Posted on 2010.02.23 at 21:42
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Hurt - Johnny Cash
 We're all just pieces to the puzzles.
We're all just pieces.

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